Evil Gold Fish!

Yesterday started off great, I had my plan I was set to cleanse like a beast.  Ready to kiss another 10 lbs away, or at very least kiss away the vaca weight I had put on while enjoying food and friends.  But then 2 pm happened the baby was snacking on bananas and gold fish.  I ate one.... then two... then I ate the dark chocolate salted caramel I bought on my trip, then some sour straws, and before I knew it my cleanse was over and sabotaged. Dinner came and then why not a bowl of ice cream.  
             It was one of those days where once it happened it was going to happen fast and furious.  I had just the day before been mad at the way I looked in pictures but instead of using it as my motivation I sabotaged myself.  Pitied in my self defeat and

allowed the addiction to take control and run the day.  It's not the first time and it probably won't be the last that my natural week human self lets it take over but I am here to say I see it.  I recognize it I will fight it. It will not define who I am and it will not take over my life anymore.  I will try again and keep fighting.